This is how I felt for the past few months...unemployed,unwanted...the topic about jobs has been pretty sensitive on me and I have no idea why.I guess I'm frustrated.Whatever I expected doesn't really come by.To be employed by this month....but it seems more like an employers' market now. At times I felt like my degree cert is nothing...the kind of feeling "study so hard also no use,no job still".
But whatever, I just have to continue giving resumes until I get one...right?
ok, well that's one problem I have to face...unemployment which Dad also don't give a shit.
My Dad is a shit in the head.The more I see the beetch's fb the more I feel hatred towards my dad.
I don't even feel like seeing that old fart face...hating him more and more. Okay maybe hate is such a strong word...but it's so F-UP!
Lately, he's been coming into my room with that stupid smile on his face or so called trying to befriend me asking me a favor to print his stuffs...All I did was giving a stern voice or pissed off face.
sighs...why of all dads it has to be mine...left us for 2 years when I was a kid...and then lots and lots of scandals.full of debts and then u dig into another pithole and get into more trouble than ever before...I NEVER EVER EVER WANT TO BECOME LIKE THAT OLD FART FACE.
*My heart is as cold as ice.*
It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
