Mellow describes how I feel this week...maybe because: -my poly mate got married and I saw his wife walking with his FIL on the aisle towards the stage...how happy they look made me feel abit envy...how I wish I have a better dad who can advise me on certain things in life... -job satisfaction has been soso...so i decided to fill in myself with IT courses and start doing something about my career. -getting older is another thing...but it's normal. I always feel kinda mellow when my birthday comes. I ain't got much friends to hang out but then again I have my 2nd brother to hang out with. I think I should be proud of it cuz he's my brother after all. Someone who I still text crappy stuffs and joke with since I was small. We draw, we watch stuffs together, we play games (from microgenius to ps3 to even making our own rpg with papers), we fart without feeling ashamed. And then I have my eldest to talk about life, career and problems. With sis, it's more of a cat topic and girly things like make up. Anyway, I know I'm not good in groups...I'm a reserve person who is normally quiet in big groups. My comfort zone is normally those I'm very close with. Family friend would be Fatimah, she knows how I feel sometimes. Although we don't meet often we do chat about everything from cuteness to feelings... Andy, one of the funniest jokers I know...and normally we talk about career on IT Security related topics and the gossiping of the ex company. Priscilla secondary schoolmate whom I still contact with and normally our chats will range from school teachers to life in general And finally my Booboo the bf. someone whom I would consider the lover, my best friend, a brother and my future hubby! =) You know after all this mellow stuff I've been feeling before, I kinda feel better talking about the people I know and meet. =)